Confessions on the Cum Whore

I saw this commercial for deodorant the other day and it said "men are all about the latest technology." And I thought, what a crock, how lame is that. Men are all about penises and testicles and muscles and hair end of story. Men are about many things but at their most basic level men are about sex and thank God for that. As an indication of this I can tell you that my boyfriend and I don't spend much time at all having conversations about iPhones and X-Boxes or VoIP. We are men and we spend more time on hot, sweaty, raw mansex, and that is exactly what you would expect from two masculine, muscular semi-hairy men.

My boyfriend loves giving it to me and I love taking it. Through the years that we've been together, the cub has become pretty adept at being a bottom, he likes it and he's good at it. It's not because he has had a lot of experience getting fucked by a lot of men. It is more due to the fact that our bodies, my boyfriends and mine, fit together so well. When it comes to the ability to take a cock, a hard cock that fits your anatomy perfectly, trumps multiple cocks any day of the week. I'm not what you would call a "power bottom" or a "bossy bottom" but when I get going I might bring some things to the table that are normally associated with these types of bottoms. Like demanding a harder fucking or being fucked in a different position for example. Other times I'm just a submissive little cub who lets his "daddy" do what he pleases with his body and ass.

Part of the thrill of taking it from a big man is having confidence in the masculinity of the man who is giving it to you. There are situations or events that the average person may consider it difficult for a man to recover his masculinity after. Take for example the number of times I've walked into the bathroom and discovered my boyfriend in the shower. A man in a shower is hot, a man in a shower shaving his balls and singing a Cher song is a whole different ballgame, so to speak. But in spite of this, it has no effect on how I perceive his masculinity. It reminds me of this one time when my boyfriend was going to the grocery store and I asked him to get some plum tomatoes. When he came home he was telling me how he didn't know which tomatoes were plum tomatoes so he asked this woman shopper for some help. My boyfriend said she showed him which were plum tomatoes and he thought she probably just assumed he was a big, dumb, straight, jock guy. In reality I'm sure what she really thought was "what's with this fag who doesn't know what a plum tomato is".

I find humor in these things but they, in no way make me think my boyfriend is any less of a man. I think the gay man probably rebounds from things that may be considered an "assault on his masculinity" much easier than the straight man does. I just know that once we start getting into it, it's not long before both of us are hard and breathing heavy and the testosterone is pumping and we're ready to fuck.

Just the other day after what turned out to be a rather lengthy session of mutual ass eating the cub found himself on his back with his legs in the air. A position the cub finds himself in quite often and one he is very comfortable being in. I was taking his cock, hard and wet with lube, bareback in my tight, slick hole. He was giving it to me fast and rough, going in deep, all the way to his balls. My boyfriend gets so turned on when he fucks that sometimes he says things like"I'm gonna fuck you everyday."


Hearing him say this of course is hot but I think, for me, it's a little unrealistic because I'm not so sure I could take it everyday. I think you need a little break between fuckings. I think if I knew I was going to get fucked everyday I might be a little more reserved with how hard and rough I take it. And as I have previously stated the cub likes it hard and rough. I think it is similar to an opera performer, they usually have a day or 2 between performances in order to allow their voice to recover. Like the opera singer, the classically trained bottom needs to allow his equipment to have a period of rest between performances.

Getting fucked everyday is also unrealistic from a logistical standpoint, because of the way our schedules are, sometimes days go by that we don't even see each other. As a joke, every night before we went to bed my boyfriend used to say to me, "what would you do if you woke up in the middle of the night with a dick in your ass". The first time he said it, not knowing what response he wanted I gave a response that I thought he would not expect. I rolled my eyes and said "Yeah, like that would ever happen." It became an on going inside joke with us.

Anyhow, while my boyfriend was fucking me he said, "shoot your load while I'm inside you". It's usually not a problem for me to cum while getting fucked so I started jerking my cock and soon I shot a big load onto my stomach. The thing is, as any bottom knows, after you cum it's a little difficult to continue getting fucked and I know my boyfriend still wants to fuck me until he cums. Which is cool with me, I want him to fuck me until he's satisfied. Luckily, it only takes me a couple of minutes to recover and be able to take his cock again. Already covered with my own load, my boyfriend starts plowing me again and after a little ball rubbing and dirty talk "oh yeah, your cock is so big and hard". He pulls it out and shoots his big hot load onto my cock, balls and chest. So at this point I'm a mess, I'm completely covered with cum. I don't know how many people have ever been in this situation but I have found that no matter how long of a shower you take or how much soap you use or scrubbing you do there is always some point later in the day when you move and you feel some place on your body where your skin feels tight and you realize that there is still some cum that you missed and it has dried to your skin or there is a place where it has glued your hair to your skin. When I find myself in this situation I usually just leave it there as a reminder of how it got there in the first place. I think this is exactly what you would expect from the true cum whore.

Daddy needs some Prada

Did you ever notice how some people have hang-ups about certain things and they avoid acknowledging or discussing them under any circumstances regardless of how undeniable their existence may be. I'm happy that my boyfriend and I really have no hang-ups similar to this. Granted, relationships don't start out that way, it takes a while to grow to that level of comfort. And sometimes people in relationships never reach that level of comfort with each other. What I am referring to are completely natural bodily functions. Thankfully, my boyfriend and I have both grown to be pretty comfortable with each other when it comes to things like burping, farting, shitting or the need to jerk off. Just a few of the many things which are necessities and realities of the day to day lives of 2 masculine, muscular semi-hairy men.

Because these things are all unavoidable realities I think you have to be willing to accept them. I think the willingness to accept the existence of these things in your partner can only strengthen your relationship.

Take for example when we saw Brokeback Mountain. One of the first thoughts I had was, gee, these 2 guys are living on a diet of baked beans, there is not a bathroom or shower in sight and they are having anal sex. Although the director chose not to illustrate the realities of his characters in this situation, I had a pretty clear understanding of what those realities were.

Everybody poops, so obviously poop is a fact of life and I find little point in not just accepting this and dealing with it. When I see my boyfriend heading down the hall with a rolled up periodical under his arm, I pretty much know what is about to take place. In order to further embrace and accept this reality my boyfriend and I often have frank discussions about the nature of our poop with regard to things such as volume, texture, its consistency and the ease (or difficulty) of clean-up afterwards.

These are valid and legitimate points of discussion because sometimes the situation requires a shower afterward. Often, in the worst cases, a shower with Prada shower gel may be the only way to go. It is important to be comfortable with having this type of open dialogue because you never know when your experience in dealing with such issues can help another person when they have a problem to solve, be it a personal hygiene problem or whatever.

We love talking with each other about things of this nature, things which many people guard with a certain level of privacy. It is just another facet to the vast complexity and serious nature of a relationship between two masculine, athletic men. Being that comfortable and familiar with each other is hot.

My boyfriend and I are both pretty obsessed with cleanliness and you would be amazed at how often we end up cleaning our bathrooms. Men, in general really seem to create a situation where the bathroom needs to be cleaned quite often and this is true for us as well. I can't imagine that just because you are gay you are exempt from the same facts of life that straight men experience. I would imagine bi-sexual and trans-gendered men as well as some lesbians probably have the same issues to deal with. The fact remains that even though there are only 2 of us living here and our house has multiple bathrooms they always seem to need cleaning. It makes me wonder what it must have been like in other situations.

Take for example The Waltons. This is a family of 11 people, 6 of them were men, and they all lived in that house with only the one bathroom. I imagine that the reason grandma was always such a bitch was because it was probably her job to clean that bathroom. If this was the case, I'm really surprised she didn't have her stroke after the first season. I just can't even begin to imagine the horrors that awaited her in there after Mexican food night on Walton's Mountain.

When it comes to sex my boyfriend and I can really get into being verbal. Even though it gets pretty intense sometimes even in the heat of the moment we both try to remain conscious of what we are saying. This is important because although it's hot to say and hear things like "oh yea fuck me" or "fuck that ass" or "take my big fuckin' cock" or even "Yea, smack daddies ass while he's fuckin' you" other things might not be so hot.

Sometimes in porno, men are fucking and one of them says something like "Oh shit" or "shit yeah" and this just makes me laugh. I certainly don't want to speak for anyone but myself but I would think that if you're involved in an activity where hard dicks are penetrating tight asses, especially if the hard dicks and tight asses are attached to bodies of individuals who just met, the topic of shit isn't one that should be broached. So, you know, we stay away from saying things like "I'm gonna fuck the shit out of you".

The necessity of having to go to the bathroom is just as much a part of being a man as is the need to shoot your load. From adolescence on, slamming the ham becomes an integral part of being a male and we can do it pretty much anytime and anyplace. Although for gay men, beating the bishop becomes an important part of your sexual repertoire there are many times we end up choking the chicken just out of necessity. My boyfriend, referring to his semen, sometimes says "It's like poison man, you gotta get it out". So if either of us need to jerk off it's no big deal and we keep an ample supply of lube and porno on hand to ensure that ejaculation comes about as quick and seamless as we desire. A number of times I've walked in the bedroom and there is porno on the TV and my boyfriend is rubbing one off. Seeing this can be quite arousing for me and since the porno is in and the lube is already out I may join in. Other times I may just go about my business as he goes about his. I really don't view it any differently than if he was brushing his teeth or shaving other than the fact that there is hard cock and shaved balls and pubic hair and muscles and grunting and porno and pre-cum and.... I gotta go.